Tuesday, April 29, 2008

When the thrill of writing is gone.

I’ve sat at my desk the past few days wanting to write. I mean seriously sit down and just write something. Be it a story or maybe even a blog entry to just ease my mind, take me away from whatever it is that is going on currently.

I can’t.

Moreover, writing this is like pulling teeth, where earlier in the year I was POSITIVE I was going to have a productive writing year I am currently sitting here wondering if I’ll ever want to write again or have anything proactive to say. I don’t know. I know that there are people who still read this blog and I will up date it as much as possible with my life as I can. I know there’s people out there that are concerned over this stranger they’ve never met and I intend to be good enough to let them know how I’m doing.

However, I don’t know that the days of my rambling entries will ever come back. At one point I thought it was the dreaded Expansion Malaise that seems to strike us before a new update is supposed to come but the longer it goes the less it feels so. Instead it’s gone ahead and seeped into my bones and makes it so that when I sit in front of a keyboard is feel my stomach turn in knots.

I can’t say when this feeling will go away, or if ever. I will update you on my life, I will put up my MotW because it tickles me but for now, the shaman is going into hibernation for a bit. WoW is always going to be there and I’ll be around on the realms from time to time but right now, I have no light to give. I have no hope to consider. I can only wish you all best and pray that your lives go as intended and that you’re strong enough to ask for help if and when the time comes.

Be seeing you

3 comments:

Sellia said...

Good luck with this Luciel.
I'll be keeping an eye on your blog.

Cya !

Delos (Dave) said...

Hang in there Luciel. I emailed your HoovedShaman @ gmail address, just wanted to post here also in case you don't always get around to it (as I don't with my blog email).

You're in our thoughts buddy. You can get through this :)

Raffa said...

Take care Luciel. You're a tough one. I know you don't know me, I'm just a random Boomkin from Uther that comes to your page often. Anyway, I like to read what you have to say, and I really hope things get better for you. Even if they don't I know you got the strength in you to weather it. (That wasn't a pun on being a boomkin or shaman though btw lol) Can't wait to hear from you when you write again.
-Raffa

Toons

Ratings by outbrain